talking electronix

-i am on a liquor hiatus. my insides are doing funny things and i think they are speaking to me you know when your stomach is like i am hungry and makes those rumble sounds well i am getting those but more intense like STOP FUCKING* DRINKING YOU ASSHOLE OR WERE PUTTING YOUR FUCKING* LIVER ON STRIKE YOU SON OF A BITCH!@@#! and just not over all niceness. i know i know lets see how long this lasts but i have made a point of watching intervention but now i am paranoid that someone is going to take me to a hotel for an "interview". ha! im on to you fuckers*...

-so i have been sitting at home. a_lot. watching tv. this is my week:
monday=heroes + project runway
tuesday=fringe
wednesday=so you think you can dance canada
thursday=sytycd results + survivor
friday=sleep
sat+sun=not drink (well at least that is my plan this weekend)
and when i am not watching tv i go here and watch all the performances of sytycd over again. i am in love with arassay and nico. even though they are not partners anymore i want them to fuck* in front of me procreate and name their child after me. and oh how do i love mia... thank you for visiting us mia. <3.
oh tv.
there is this study that some dumb ass university says that people who watch tv are unhappy and that tv does not satisfy in the long haul. are you kidding me. have you seen how involved i am with my tv. and no i am not unhappy i am just fucking* bored and lonely. you go through a fucking* break up of a long term relationship and tell me what you do to keep yourself entertained as you try to figure out a whole bunch of shit on the biggest emotional roller coaster to date. its not unhappy'ness. i am a happy person. but we are allowed our alone time. i am just currently clocking overtime. and 3 hours of day light does not help either. i would be unhappy if i lived in maryland. unless the mayor was mary MURPHY!@#!@ and mia was the treasurer.

-i have finished two new paintings though:

i would title this like letting go or something but then everyone would be like oh its about the break up but it isnt i drew the original prior to so lets cop out and call it "untitled"

see-food

-i got my camera. i like it. its a canon. i figure i have busted two sony cameras three times. i know the math is weird but i did it. so i pledged to the canon that if i break this one then i do not deserve cameras. i give it 2 months. but needless to say i took pictures. and once i found the color settings... i was satisfied. sepia, black/white and nachooo-ral oh my.



-time to get that shit out of the yard m'friends...



-tanya claims nothing is wrong with her hand. ummmmmmm...

-chimmy + mariokart!!@#!@

-my skin hates cold weather and laurens jacket does not help with the redness.


-i am going to go get the laundry from the dryer because i have this fear someone is going to go through my shit and take all my fucking* calvins.

*please note i have been enjoying the overuse of fuck/fucking/fuckyou/fuckers/fuckityfuckfuckfuck.