set the door anger

-so to totally set the mood for the type of week i am going to have and had so far i totally went into work on monday morning an hour early because the one clock that i forget to set is the most important being the alarm clock and ya i was pissed. my stupidty. transit was a whole lot easier to deal with though ya. i got a seat and the dirty scuzzy people who normally almost sit on your lap hacking up years of crack smoke are not up it appears at that time. so that was nice.

-and because i am grumpy and stressed and people who do not say thank you or at least acknowledge you when you hold the door open i think are going to the be the group of people i end up losing my shit on and stabbing or something and i am just really noticing it this week so i am sure it is my faux-work-related-stressball anger but when i hold a door open and someone walks through with no eye contact and as if i was doing what i was supposed to be doing like a cheap office building door opener i am always yelling at them YOUR WELCOME because i can be a bitch too and horribly obnoxious but really where is the thought in their head to say thank you did they seriously get raised learning not to say thank you jesus my parents give me nothing if i dont say thank you or please and fuck im 27 so i dunno it blows me away so people just give a nod if a verbal gesture of appreciation is something that slips your brain or even if you are just plain incappable then whatever thats weird but you should learn okay okay

-okay done complaining. random few from victoria por vous.


i like taking bitches camera and pretending i am photographer man all peter parker style on random objects and i am like LOOK BITCH i am photographer man too.!@# but i am not good at focusing but i was hungover sans glasses so i could not tell even if i wanted.