unkink cho bush

-back in high school art class i was a creative little fucker. i would draw and sketch all the time and one term i had art the whole day which was heaven because then i would go out at lunch and get stoned and produce some of the best art and my teacher loved me and one time she gave me back my sketch book assignments and she gave me 99/100 and i asked what had i done wrong to lose the one mark from perfect and she says no one is perfect because everyone will always improve with their art if they keep practising needless to say i loved that women and she was the one to introduce me to salvador dali. anyway come graduation and then just life in general the creative flow just sorta stopped. i periodically will draw something here and there but nothing extreme. the odd idea to paint. then everything gets put away again for like 3 months because i am stumped mentally and i grab a drink which i can easily assume probably is the reasoning for the deadening creative'ness. i am not sure what has happened maybe because i have a rule of no drinking on weekdays nows but lately i have just been thinking of all these great things to produce in the art way and i am loving it. it is like when you were a kid and you would have the garden hose and your older brother would kink it so the water would stop coming out and then you would cry and cry until mom came out and scolded your brother and then let the kink go and the water just comes flying out again that is what it is like but in my head. and so i picked up the paint brush again in i do not know how many months and started small because i have some big ideas i need to bring to life... so i started with random animals because i am good at that.


addition:


its a teabag with eyes. because i put eyes on everything. surprise dawn. yes you will get this soon.

and this is one ..

is going to be the big brother of this guy, remember him.


at this rate i can think of having my own art show instead of just going to them. mind you i am getting all crazy and trying to paint lines behind everything to make it all coheesive (sp?) but bitch says i do not need to because the style is apparent but this is coming from the kid who asks me where his robe is and he is standing on it.

-have i mentioned we are going to margaret cho in march. i love her. actually for some reason alot of gay people do. omg i am gay mainstream now!@#!

-i want to keep growing my facial hair out to a big bush. but i can not because of work. professional + face bush = invalid equation. but i love face bush because it hides my bad skin. when the weather gets warmer or colder from seasons my skin does this dry scratchy bullshit thing and i hate it. sorry face bush. each time i read my typing of "face bush" i think facebook. dear lord. can you imagine a face book dedicated to unmanaged face bush?!?