paint

-remember how i said i have been painting well i have like 4 or 5 completed canvasasasases and this is one that i like for obvious reasons but they are all of similar style. it has been fun and i feel artsy. now if only people would buy my shit instead of OH I REALLY LIKE IT I WOULD BUY IF I HAD MONEY and they trot to their drug dealers to get their 2 ounces of weed. thanx.

accepting applications

i want to start a boring photo project and have everyone of my friends pose with me in front of these paintings at wonderbucks on commercial. that way if i ever feel all like i have no friends i will have a book of photos of people who agreed to stand with me and have their picture taken and i can totally make myself believe i have a lot of friends.

anniversary

-this goes out to bitch. happy anniversary bitch!!@#! 4 years... who would have thunk.
it was on this day 4 years ago bitch and i were together after casually seeing each other for about a month or so that i had him over for dinner, had some wine and then in a drunk state asked, "SO ARE YOU MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND OR WHAT?" to which he replied yes.
love ya tons.

recap the drink fest salads and paint

-omg within the last little while i have not had an urge to sit and type about my life because it has been drinking and recovering and once i recover then commercial drive decides to have car free day where to me its more like PATIO EXTENSION DAY so bitch and i took total advantage of that and i think i am now sorta better phew. but total fun i wish my camera was not broken oh have i mentioned that ya my new camera that i bought to replace the one i broke at rehab is now broken because of the high school reunion i sat on it i know i am an ass but my issue actually it still works you can take pictures but the screen is not happy and all white and that is all you see so it is sorta like an old school camera and you are like I HOPE THIS TURNS OUT. the weather has been nice so that is good to see all my sun dances have paid off and by sun dance i mean masturbation but for some reason when it is really nice out i have the urge to stay in and paint which i have been doing quite a bit lately but i will not post pictures until i am done my little collection i am trying to work on and then take some where and say SELL THESE AND MAKE ME RICH soon i will show you. oh but back to the reunion it was awesome seeing people but i will be honest and say i was unsure how the whole IM GAY thing was going to go since most of them didnt know or have seen my status on facebook and have not spoken with me but all was good and plus half the time i was hammed and did not give a shit mind you the dumb question of the night goes to some guy who asked me SO OUT OF OUR CLASS WHO ALL CAME OUT ..... ya like i have a list of gays from class of 98 that i check and update on a regular basis so i made up some names and he was shocked and i walked away. OH and for people who know me hold on to your hats here... for the last 4 weeks i have had salad for lunch. 4 WEEKS and SALAD and i am not being cryptic with the word salad meaning a perogie/pasta/meat filled frenzy covered in oil and fat type salad i am talking spinach, feta, pine nuts, raisins and a greek dressing salad. except today. they had no spinach so i was thrown off and just got a bagel instead. it is in an attempt to lose a TINY bit of weight but i know the weekend beer benders totally throw the scales off but better than nothing. i keep meaning to find my old sneakers to start running but then the thought of looking for them exhausts me. and i just remembered at the reunion one my good friends from the day which she still is a good friend because as soon as we saw eachother it was like no time went by but she called me her "purse" because i am the best accessory and i have heard that before so i thought that was totally funny. holy bounce around on topics sorry but welcome to my brain within the last 2 weeks and one last thing go see sex and the city at least if you have watch a couple of episodes on tv and mildly laughed and thought it was good then you will love it i loved it totally and completely except for all the women at the theater were all dressed up as if they lived in new york and i felt underdressed but then i realized that i was not crazy and menstrual like them dying to be carrie bradshaw and i have to go because i am busy and this was just a im still alive post and to stop looking at itineraries. kiskis.

ugh

-let me sum up my weekend with one picture...


oh okay with one more too...

EVERYONE loves me.

video interlude - bored bf

-on saturday i went to my reunion it was massive fun but while i was away bitch got creative...


now i had come home from some shindig thingy and i am hammed and i love parm cheese and sometimes those two meet


umm this is just bitch drunk




this is tanya's CANUS