tiredly failing bob

-so when you go from 4.5 yrs with somebody to being single and only person in the apartment holy shit can we say lonely. we will just say that amount of conversation time with tango and i has spiked like you would not believe. tango is a good listener. i know if were like say 21-22 i would be out there whoring myself to no end but then again that would mean i was in a relationship from the time i was 17 and at that time i was "straight" and the use of quotation marks are obvious and intentional and i would not be in a 4.5 year relationship with a female mind you in surrey i wonder how many confused people there are out there that i graduated with who have kids and are at like a "point of no return" area in life and if that is the case that is okay i will see you at numbers in a few years as you nervously twist your wedding band wishing it were my penis.. but i digress. i am not that young and the only social event i managed to goto i just proceeded to get fucking drunk as bob ross with happy little cloud paintings which had my phone number on them to hand out to "potential suitors" shall we say and i think i gave them all to ladies who i thought would make excellent new BFF's. so paris i know.


and needless to say all i did was what i have done best and that was drink and fell asleep. nice. so no social gatherings for me in the next while. i need to sort out my inner issues that result to outer issues that result in drunk. ill get over it i am sure. oh and i lost my wig and broke my camera. story of my life. but i just purchased a new one online. its is like my first online purchase. well see how this goes. and that is a camera i am meaning not a new wig. i realized after looking at these pictures i could have drawn some eyeliner on and gone as carrot top. ugh. i will perfect bob ross.

other than that my life has consisted of me and me and mariokart wii. i have found a check list of things to unlock by copious amounts of play time and guess what i have been doing all weekend. my newest short term goal is to unlock funky kong. oh ambitions how i have missed you. dave was over yesterday and all i did was play mariokart wii while he was on the computer. sorry for being a bore dave.

-lets see. i am planning a trip at the end of january/beginning of february. it will be for shari's dirty 30 and it will either be mexico or hawaii. we are still weighing the options.

-that is it. i only posted because dave was like POST! and this is about the best i can come up with at this time. kiskis